awfully depressed today~

I am pleading for my unhappiness to be heard by you. Will you just spend some time to just read my blog and know me better? I can't tell you who am I, I can't tell you what I want, I can't tell you why I am mad, I can't tell you anything if you ask me. But I can tell you I seek refuge in my blog. I eat, breath and live in the cyberworld. This is the real me, where I pour all my woes and sorrow.

Sometimes I just feel you don't listen to me even though you say you do. You like to bombard me with all you reasonings and excuses... Yet do you realise sometimes I just want to be pampered... to feel loved...

If you feel love is all about reasoning, then you are wrong. Love is irrational. It doesn't make sense at all. People can fall head over heels in love with a person they met the first time. Why talk about trust to me? I just want you to desire me. Something that is lacking in us. The passion... the desire... just in less than 3 months, totally dead down. Meeting up seems to be a mundane chore to you and me.

I am just a little girl seeking a place to stay. Someone who will take care of me, who listens to my problems, who pampers and love me. I just want to settle down... because I am tired and sick of being alone. But I wonder if you are the right person for me. The difference between us is you are just a simple chap while I think too much.

We talked about this many times. Have you ever wonder none of your past relationship last past 1 year? Maybe you have not realise that it might have been you. Kindly wake up and review your past. I dont want to tell you that I want to break up with you. I really want to make things work. Can you please do something about my unhappiness? I am pleading from the bottom of my crying heart...

awfully depressed today~

I am pleading for my unhappiness to be heard by you. Will you just spend some time to just read my blog and know me better? I can't tell you who am I, I can't tell you what I want, I can't tell you why I am mad, I can't tell you anything if you ask me. But I can tell you I seek refuge in my blog. I eat, breath and live in the cyberworld. This is the real me, where I pour all my woes and sorrow.

Sometimes I just feel you don't listen to me even though you say you do. You like to bombard me with all you reasonings and excuses... Yet do you realise sometimes I just want to be pampered... to feel loved...

If you feel love is all about reasoning, then you are wrong. Love is irrational. It doesn't make sense at all. People can fall head over heels in love with a person they met the first time. Why talk about trust to me? I just want you to desire me. Something that is lacking in us. The passion... the desire... just in less than 3 months, totally dead down. Meeting up seems to be a mundane chore to you and me.

I am just a little girl seeking a place to stay. Someone who will take care of me, who listens to my problems, who pampers and love me. I just want to settle down... because I am tired and sick of being alone. But I wonder if you are the right person for me. The difference between us is you are just a simple chap while I think too much.

We talked about this many times. Have you ever wonder none of your past relationship last past 1 year? Maybe you have not realise that it might have been you. Kindly wake up and review your past. I dont want to tell you that I want to break up with you. I really want to make things work. Can you please do something about my unhappiness? I am pleading from the bottom of my crying heart...